How emotionally old do you feel?
Most of the time I feel like a 33 year old (because I am in fact 33), but I also believe that everytime a begin with a new chapter in my life, I become a child again.
What pushes to you ignore your personal values?
What is your relationship to luxury?
I do admit that I miss her...a lot!
How do you respond to uncertainty?
I don't do uncertainty well; I like everything to go as planned and all my ducks in a row, and I often have the temptation to force a solution onto a problem so I can declare it "fixed" now and forever. Sometimes I give in and later find myself even worse off than before.
So I have to Let Go and Let God. It's easier said than done, but it is possible.
How have current events been affecting you?
So yes, current events do affect me, but only in the manner that I allow them to.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change (external things),
the courage to change the things I can (internal things),
and the wisdom to know the difference (I can only change things within me).
Amen.
Is there a difference between health and wellness?
What job would you have had 2000 years ago?
But I can't help but wonder...what would have been Pre-Christian Ireland's equivalent of a telemarketer?
If you could go back to school, what would you study?
In terms of practicality, I'd probably want to get my MFA in creative writing, if only so I could teach at a collage level, however...
...I would be even for interested getting my Masters from a good liberal arts program, where I can study a variety of subjects and not be tied down to "one major". For awhile I was considering UCF's MA in Liberal Studies after I got my BA (in Theater), but I was standing in my own way at the time and did't pursue it, but now it may be a possibility.
When I was a child I was a science buff, and I actually once dreamed of building my own robot. I was all about tinker toys and erector sets and Lego's and takings electronics apart to see how they worked; I loved watching National Geographic as well. If I could find major that integrated Science, Philosophy, and Fine Arts in equal measure, I'd be very interested.
Update...what's been going on in my life.
Due to financial/economic struggles, I returned to the Salvation Army Orlando Adult Rehabilitation Center (ARC) last April and just graduated the program (again); I was feeling very much like a raw exposed nerve and decided to return to where my recovery began. I graduated the program two weeks ago and am now looking for employment.
One thing I can say for certain, I will be very hard pressed to look down on the homeless of otherwise less fortunate now that I've been there...twice.
I do have some very good news; I celebrated 5 years of sobriety, even under the stress of this economy and my own emotional challenges, I didn't drink. And I'm starting to find something that has always seemed to elude me...Inner Peace, and genuine compassion for others.
More to come.

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